Seriously
I lay my head against my pillow
I hadn’t felt one so soft and warm in what seemed like decades ,only because im a tad dramatic and whirl pools of chaos like to sweep through my life whenever they please
Not saying i dont invite them in by accident every once in a while
Because im rash too rash.
Anyways the sounds came in echoing like sonars far off in the distance or like me hearing your voice through a tin can
This sound reminded me of whales
And i imagined deep down beyond my pillow there were a pod of beautiful blue whales
Swimming in circles and basking in the moonlight which shone outside my window
To dream would be nice but I’ve been praying because i can not sleep tonight
Im worried and troubled
And i just wish this would all end
Burry my head in the sand and wait for someone to cut me down mistaking me for some retarded fleshy unwanted tree but that probably wont happen.




